I am pretty much failing the mandatory course I need to be considered an English Major at my university. 75% of the people in my course are failing as well. I am doing decently in my other classes. But I am stuck in the I don't think university is for me. I am thinking of transferring to a college instead and taking Early childhood Education. Which is something I have considered doing. My roommate thinks I should go in to be a Vet Tech but I don;t have any maths or sciences and I really don't want to go back to high school for that. Now I just need to figure out what college I want to go too. I am looking into two right now, one in the city I am living in and one about 1.5 hours away. But we shall have too see. I am just really confused about life in general. I know I am still in love with my ex. Even more so because he told me the true meaning for why he broke up with me. It was all because I was so depressed I didn't even like myself and he just couldn't watch me like that anymore and my depression was causing him to be influenced negatively. Now I just don't know what to do.